Posted by corafree on January 30, 2007, at 20:26:25
In reply to Re: Corafree » corafree, posted by Phillipa on January 30, 2007, at 10:25:37
Something's happening as I'm cleaning my house like I'm going away. No one doctor cares enough about me or one friend or family cares enough about me to help me.
It feels like I'm going to have another one.
After last one I can't wrap a rubber band around my hair anymore or around someone elses hair. What part of brain might have been injured that made this happen? Also I was an excellent medical transcriptionist and now I freeze up when I come to words. Too much sound, movement. Something was damaged. Didn't get the medicine (Valium) in me quick enough.
Too 'don't give a sh*t if nobody else gives a sh*t' to goodle it anymore. So many misnomers(I know that's wrong!), at least about the way it happened to me.
I'm not lovable it feels. Or maybe people want me to die and quit bothering them or have my life. Really. No. I know their ignorant. But, I'm angered that they would think I'd 'pretend' to be this ill. I'm afraid they might be sorry they thought I was pretending.
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