Posted by alesta on February 1, 2007, at 13:16:05
In reply to Re: apologies » alesta, posted by NikkiT2 on February 1, 2007, at 9:25:37
> I never said I was perfect.
i'm not saying you said that...but the fact that you expect others to be..not even accepting several apologies..even criticizing my apology...it makes me feel *very* judged. so i wanted to remind you that although i usually found you to be a nice person...you, too, have had your moments..which, i would hope if you had apologized for them, it would have been accepted...
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> I said I was, in a round a bout kind of way, *not* disgusting, or a manipulator. And I am not.and I *apologized for saying that*....what else do you want me to say? you need to *communicate* it to me...if you would like me to say those words, i will...nikki, you are not disgusting or a manipulator. would you like me to say anything else? seriously...how do we bridge this gap?? i am trying to fix this.
> I read very few threads these days - I don't have the time or the pain levels to be able to do so. Generally, the only posts I reply to are those that are flagged up to me via babble mail, as this one was as the person knew that I fight *very* hard to remove stigma for people with personality disorders.
OK...
> I am ~quite~ sure I have never called anyone disgusting here. I am quite sure I would have had many more blocks if I were so rude so often.
who said i was rude so often or that you were rude so often? i was trying to let you know that you have had your moments here, too...many of us have...and to maybe be a bit more tolerant due to that...and no...you didn't call anyone disgusting...i don't think i did exactly that either, but anyway...of course your moments of rudeness aren't going to be the exact same.
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> But its fine, as I said to a lovely, lovely person in a babble mail yesterday, I care very little for PB anymore and with my pain levels as they are, one less site for me to visit is probably a positive thing for me all in all.
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> Goodbyei don't want that to be the outcome...i would like for us to try and work this out. i think it's possible...i would like to say what you need to hear if you will tell me. seriously. i am really trying here nikki. i don't want us to hate each other. maybe you could meet me halfway here...i don't respond well to endless attacks, though...and am trying to apologize for my original one...
amy
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