Posted by your#1fan on December 20, 2007, at 0:16:21
Hey you guys,
Im just really frustrated with myself, and someother issues. Here where i live, which i cant disclose what is going on. But its really hard, i try to be nice but everyone in this house always has to make things worse. Its christmas time, and everyone should be in good spirits. Ill just act like im having a good time.. when really im not, there are to many things to worry about here.
Alot of my friends have gone on...its just so frustrating, because first of all. I know what i do in a routine. I have a bad problem with thinking negitive because of the enviorment is negitive. Which makes me lead to think there is nothing good. Thats why i have been on antidepressants, im just so fed up.
All my life i have to worry about what others think. Should i appease them? or should i just rebell and say "i dont care" but that puts a bad image on yourself.
Why cant i seem to talk with others? get into conversations...
im not a fan of myself right now.
poster:your#1fan
thread:801698
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