Posted by Deneb on March 11, 2008, at 23:02:52
I didn't have any needs improvement remarks on my monitoring forms at work before now.
Today I got one and I got upset. Of course I couldn't show this upset, so I did something I haven't done in probably 2 years. I cut. :-(
I used the sharp corner of a metal rular. I made three long cuts down my left arm.
It didn't make me feel any better.
I feel like hurting myself.
I can't stand this feeling.
I want to bang my head, cut cut cut, take various pills in excess, etc.
:-(
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thread:817460
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