Posted by rjlockhart37 on May 30, 2013, at 1:11:11
In reply to Re: self improvement, posted by baseball55 on May 25, 2013, at 20:02:32
yea.....reading books, its really fun because I learn new things, urantia book I've started it many times and not finished it....and that's a classic sign of ADD but I can't take psychostimulants, and even when I did at high doses which my doctor, they made me crazy do weird thing, stay up a lot, not eat....yea phewey with that.....do things normally now...even though I have to contsatnly stimulate my mind with some kinda of comedy, or drama scene in the mind.....think of movie or soemtihng, keep it stimulated, or parody a big event and use it humor stimulation.
doing htings like gardening, drawing, teaching, writing are more like pleasure thing, things like work are not really pleasure things...but you have to do them, but some people learn to love their work because they get good at it, become 2nd natured, and it works into harmony. But me, no ... I get discusted, and do humor parody stimulation to keep me doing something I hate doing. Adderall made me a different person and I would do things I normally hated doing, meth is way up there too....hyperfocused, completely determined to get things done, and vary confident....its a rush of power feeling. I've tried to replicate it on my own but it just doenst work.....I just have more the attitude to lets get it over with feeling, doing work and stuff....im completely different when on amphetamines....but maybe its for the best.
but yea you know, I've thought of starting like a program here on babble to help people, and myself....but just babble its moderate size compared to other sites....and I constantly have ideas to improve it.....just till grandmaster dr-bob to approve it lol....
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false lights of enlightment and belief systems
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