Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 26, 2013, at 0:10:49
i've made it clear not to write any dramtatic posts, that where repulive to some people. So to make this short and to the point, im talking about my life career direction, since 2009 i've been at home, left my brother and my other family, and thought id start it all again on my own....well it took littrely 4 years....im already in the phase of getting into school, and persuit of database technolgies, it took litterly 4years of idleness, hopelessness, loneliness, unwanted, enough of nothing being accomplished, still ... the people that where really important in my life, my dad's side of the family, my brother, i do think about but he has kids now, im on my own, no longer the little snippy skippy little kid that got beat up, and im glad too....i've grown up....but what i have learned, if you implant a thought into the mind, a belief, or focus on it over again, like everyday, the mind adapts and moves toward the thought, my thought is a new career and self....and it does work, flat out, do visuzations and role play and extend....im writing to this who is in a similar situation, it will get over with, idleness is a hiding place in my view....a comfort zone....
i've written some posts to help people, but i want to change rj into a internet personality to help and insight people to new things....but not charge you 24.99 for a book, all free online. Maybe dr-bob can help making my screenname a internet personality.....i don't know where to start, but i've came up with ideas to start refugee camps or groups to save people from judgement day, and take care of the sick....its all too far out there right now, but that is a thought i planted....and will act on it
but if you read this on the internet, this is short history of my life through out since 2003 which is now 10 years ago offically this month, 10th year babblversary, i hope to inspire the next 10 years here to become a internet talk show....both to help and give insight, all written here for free....
wish me luck....dr-bob hopefully will be around soon..lol
not a scholar but understand distress
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