Posted by Phil on July 27, 2014, at 19:52:36
so, that was the day i lost my mind. fading now, months later. Can't explain it, just makes it worse. i've never been 'mean' before. vicious. didn't mean a f*ck*ng word of it. of course i have to think about bipolar. that kind of mania is common and unattractive. i got to know compulsion is unstoppable at times. all just words but christ what was i thinking? this experience was my teacher and as they say, a bitter pill to swallow.
why did it take 60 years to go batshit crazy? will an uncontrollable episode like this come again? more importantly, will i catch it in time? or, will i even see it at all?
truth is, this was my disease. i just never saw the bad side of it but now that i have, i've gained a shiny new healthy respect of the destructive power of Bipolar I. dx code 246.60 Bipolar I, last episode: Manic. in remission. (let's hope so.)http://clickbipolarblog.blogspot.com/
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