Posted by Phil on August 6, 2014, at 8:33:50
In reply to Re: Suicide Tribute--Psycho-Babble, posted by rjlockhart37 on August 5, 2014, at 23:04:39
i have never been so..almost paranoid. too strong of a word but it's like i see stuff, misinterpret it, don't think and away i go.
my therapist urged me to see 'Boyhood'. matter of fact at my last appt he talked a bit about it. at the end he put a $20 bill in my hand and said will you see it? yep, i'll see it. it only took 3-4 years to make me do something. That's not true but it's close.
life has breezed by me as i spend 15 hours a day online. honestly, i don't get bored. at heart, i'm an introvert. if i see people, i have to scurry home to recharge. but i have to do something occasionally whether i want to or not.
I'm a good people person because of decades in sales, i sold retail when i was extremely depressed, i found a way. dick cavett did the same on his TV show. he thought he would look at the tape to see how bad he did...couldn't tell. very strange.
i can't brighten up a room and make people laugh but bipolar has made me withdraw more because i don't want to be inappropriate. never a problem in the past but i lost the line.
So, here's to a new day. god help us. :)
there is no rest for the messenger until the message is delivered.
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