Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 15, 2015, at 23:18:16
In reply to Re: procrastinator, posted by baseball55 on April 15, 2015, at 19:46:54
yea....it's like....i do ask for help, some people will be open, other's won't, start using the outside resources, living with a friend i could do....i would have re work my social output to who im living with, and get along. It just comes to me like what do it do....who do i call, where do i go......who do i tell....
i'm in school.....i have a internship, but it's not job related, it's in a office doing stuff, for a program im in, and....besides that things are settled like they are, until i get a car which i hope i do.......
i don't think it's considerate to ask for help and then think about it, a fire under me would make me do it, comfort is what keeps things at bay......
right now i don't work, im in school with the small internship, to have a job to full for my own place would be full time, and i would really have a hard time to get to technical school.....
but i don't want to post and rant and i don't want to write all this and not do anything....keeping it at bay, moving slowly, no wheels right now, when i do get wheels, of coruse a job is income, but i couldnt do it and get my degree with in a short period of time.....
ill ask some people in this program im in, and the internship......it's all about the money income, if that problem was not there, i would be long gone.....i need wheels, hopefully it will come soon....can't borrow the car from my parents all the time
i'll initiate a venture out soon....look into a group......
but thank you for writing your imput, i read it and at least know someone knows whats going on with me......thats a relief in itself....
not a genius but understand pain
"unheard pain is told through good company
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