Posted by rjlockhart37 on July 21, 2021, at 21:06:45
In reply to Re: neighbors, posted by rjlockhart37 on July 21, 2021, at 20:51:56
i don't even know them but the fact they have anomisity and you can feel the shade, it's all because of this one time from yelling. When i go out, sometimes i look good, i like to look good, but other times i just get so depressed it's like i don't care. I feel so bad right now, not that what happened just while ago, they all think im crazy. I know what a town crazy is, and i know they think i am one. This really sucks and i wish i was someone else at times.
Same thing happened in high school, i guess it's programmed into my DNA or something. Everywhere i go, people look at me. I'm chucky and if i got down my optimum weight, i would be better looking. But i need to just get this out of my mind, everytime i think about the neighbors, i immidenlty think what bad opinions they have. They are a not a part of my life, but it sure does not feel good. I'll move on, i don't know them and so that should not bother someone but the feeling they avoid and think im town crazy, they do, believe me. Anyways, rj had to vent this. Hope tommorow after i post this, i won't regret it
"There comes a time in your life where you have to choose to turn the page, write another book, or simply close it"
-Shannon L Alder
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