Posted by galkeepinon on September 7, 2003, at 1:24:15
In reply to Forced alcohol and drugs!!! ????, posted by Sebastian on September 6, 2003, at 21:09:09
I understand it well Seb~I used to do a lot of stuff to fit in~low self-esteem I guess. Lately since isolating pretty much I haven't put myself in situations where I've forced myself to drink too much or smoke too much pot, just to fit in. Thinking about it though, man, I feel like I could use a joint about now *cringes* Seriously!!
Anyway, I hear ya! Do I understand? Hmmmmmm Could it be that we just wanna have fun with our buddies or we don't wanna 'feel'? or we just like the 'stuff'?
What do ya think? For me, prolly all of the above.> Anyone understand this? Go out and party, force yourself to use too much just to fit in. Eventualy this becomes you!
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