Posted by superRitchie on October 5, 2003, at 0:02:57
Well i admit maybe i've done meth more than once, besides just for studying. Anyways, like i said in the previous post, meth calms me down, i don't get an intense euphoria from it(like normal people), but it gives me like a, warm supporting feeling. My ADHD really makes my life hell, becuase i never feel i can control anything because my mind is going a million miles an hour, and cant stop to think. My emotions are really hell, they go billions miles an hour, one second im ok then the next im about to breakdown. Meth seems to control them, and "slow them down" to where i can actually think about something, and at the same time give me a supporting feeling. I'm not addicted to it where i get "cravings" but rather i'm dependent on it to help control my thoughts and make me think clearly and actually feel in control. Does anyone know what i should do, i would appreciate support, really. Thanks for any of your time.
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