Posted by 1980Monroe on December 19, 2003, at 12:56:14
In reply to adderall abuse, posted by 1980Monroe on December 15, 2003, at 10:23:30
I hate my current 20mg dose, it makes me a zombie, just feel no emotion exept irrtiblity, the smaller the dose the more i feel like that.
Anyway, i raise my dose sometimes (50-70mg) too get this feeling of confidence and focus, and makes me feel good about myself. Its like a relief from unstablness and chaos, and feel in control.
Ive done methamphetamine-ice couple times before to get this same feeling, calms me down and makes me feel stable-(lasts about 6 hours longer than adderall), on other people ive seen it makes em high, euphoric, wired.Somedays i just do meth instead, because it last longer and jsut to get away from adderall.
I dont raise my dose often becuase i know it makes a chain reaction to tolerace-and....thats when you really are gone. You sound pretty expericed, i need some advice on what to do in general. Thanks.
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