Posted by just so sad on February 2, 2005, at 10:27:30
Why can't I control my drinking??? Last week I had four days (mon-thurs) without a drop and was so proud of myself and exercising and feeling better emotionally...this week Monday was tough but got through it, but yesterday was horrible. I knew all day that I was going to crash and burn...held out until all my work was done then opened up that bottle of wine...at least I finally admitted to my hubby how hard it is to resist - I don't think he really understood before what a hold it has on me. Today I feel a little stronger and I don't think I'll drink, but what do I do on those days when it's all I think about?? I'm trying the counselling route and anti-depressants - seeing my doc today - she'll probably up the dose which will make drinking even riskier on my health so that should help. I think I'll have to quit drinking altogther - scary thought...anyway, thanks for listening!
just so sad
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