Posted by just so sad on April 22, 2005, at 9:25:01
Well, I haven't stayed absolutely drink free since my last post, which is probably why I stopped posting...but I have been steadfast in my promise to my son not to drink alone. I haven't drank this little in years! I had a few drinks on Saturday after talking hubby into taking me for dinner and joining me (he had one beer) and two drinks on Weds at supper with a friend - and if she had ordered pop I would have been fine with that too. Last Friday (and this one too I'm assuming) was amazing to me - I actually survived without my bottle of red wine. Unbelieveable. Hubby wouldn't budge and join me - he wasn't in the mood. That really tested my resolve. You know, all that TGIF stuff??? Anyway, I have decided not to beat myself up, I am doing awesome, and I haven't had a hangover in weeks!! So since April 9, I have only drank twice! And I don't miss it nearly as much as I thought I would. I'm not thinking about it constantly which blows my mind. I guess having my depression under control (for the most part) is helping tons too. Anyway, sorry for the long story...just I really like your support!! Selfish girl! Ta for now.
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