Posted by coley on August 15, 2005, at 2:46:11
In reply to I want to use some drugs or something..., posted by Deneb on June 23, 2005, at 22:29:53
> I want to have as much fun as possible when I'm not working.
This is the part of your post that made me feel dual emotions sadness/inspiration
Sadness - You have no idea how much "fun" I have had in my life and how little real fun I am having now because of that. All I want is to be like the other people I know who feel comfortable in their own skin, and confident enough to talk to people. My perception is so skewed now, and I feel I have all my old "FUN" to blame. I want to be addiction free, I want all the money I spent on "fun" back, and I want all the guilt gone.
Inspiration - I am inspired to make you feel differently, but more often then not people have to learn from their own mistakes. I wish you could spend five minutes of your life inside my head. Then you would know that fun is not found in drugs.
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