Posted by ClearSkies on August 31, 2005, at 6:57:41
I get assessed for an intensive outpatient treatment programme. I'm afraid of - the unknown. Being judged for taking psychotropic meds (xanax!! even if it is 1mg per day, it's the evil BENZO), being goose-stepped, not 12-stepped; I don't know. Fear of failure, I've failed so many times before. I have so much more at stake now. A marriage I don't want to lose. Friends here I cherish. My self? I'm still working on that. I've put a lot of work into me, I guess.
Plus, my timing is all wrong. I have 2 trips out of town - no, out of country - planned in September. How is this going to work? Can I worry about it some more before 4pm?
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