Posted by RobertDavid on December 15, 2005, at 17:19:43
In reply to i have a problem, posted by girllazarus on December 2, 2005, at 10:27:10
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> I just feel like sharing this nasty secret. I drink myself to oblivion most nights eg 6 nights/week. Sometimes I wet myself in my sleep. Every morning i tell myself... no more, but come 10pm i feel differently and do it again. I'm ashamed, lonely and miserable.
I have a problem too. Unlike you I binge, but only do it once or twice a month. I have no red light. I do such stupid things. Last night I was in a bar and was talking to this gal and for some reason I felt compelled to kiss her. They threw me out.I drove home drunk, made a fool of myself and have a horrible hangover. I had quit previously for years, I HAVE to do it again. I'm going to seek professioinal help, join AA, what ever it takes.
I understand how you feel. I promise myself every time I won't do it again, but do. I am an alcoholic. I have a 800 pound gorilla following me around that jumps on my back when ever he feels like it.....sigh
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