Posted by ClearSkies on January 12, 2006, at 7:43:47
I decided not to go to the babble thing in Toronto. And I am really good, no, I am incredibly fantastic, at beating myself up. And I felt like a real sh*thead for bailing. I already have a good case of self loathing going on right now. I just realized that if I feel so anxious about it now, by May I'm going to be very ill. I did the safe thing for me and stepped out.
So yesterday I bought a lovely bottle of sauvignon blanc and drank it in the afternoon. I passed out in the evening. So now I really have something to loathe about myself. Where did I put that willow branch?
A bump in the road, I know. Whatever.
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