Posted by rjlockhart on January 14, 2006, at 22:44:56
I almost went crazy
That feeling of Exhileration, wittiness, stableness, and confidence.
I have looked over myself and looked again, I need to have mind over matter for this.
This is ripping me up. I am going to put a stop to this. NOW.
I have taken prescription amphetamine for 10 years, I am going to a out patient hospital for chemical depedency, which my doctor does not know about, I AM going to solve this, what ever the outcome.
I know amphetamine's harsh effects, i know what it makes you feel like the next day. Lifeless, and i have been to the extreme to where its like "blur", its horrible.
10 years.... i cant belive it. I want to know what its like "free", and adapt to without medication.
poster:rjlockhart
thread:599174
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