Posted by socialworkintern on July 18, 2008, at 2:14:56
Some may think of it just being another stimulant, old news, or even safe. Well my friends I must tell you first that its 3am, and im going on my 4th day with no sleep, no food, and minimal fluids. Just a constant supply of Adderall. Both XR and non XR both 30mg, and I have been strung out on crack for months, but these 3 days are the worst of my life, and I cant stop because, yes I am PSYCICALY addicted, and MORE so psycologicaly LOCKED into the next project, or dose, I am abuseing these drugs, because I was tricked into beleaveing that they made me better, but now I am a stinky, rotton toothed, hungry, and stupid, Soical work student, I am obtaining these medicines legaly, Just not taking them as prescribed. I Have Cloral Hydrate, but I wont take it, I am scared of sleep, unfortanuatly a strong side affect of Adderall. I dread bedtime, Long boring hours wasted untill the sun comes up. Listen to my logic, Its twisted, my mind feels twisted. I NEED SLEEP!! I hope that just one person reads this and either A) Never takes Adderall, or B) Realizes its a problem. I want to help others, but my addicted mind must take care of it self first, and ANY amphetamine can ruin you and your life VERY quick, if you mess around and take more, or try to get high, or anything not indicated by the prescribing doctor. THIS IS HELL, but Adderall YELLS shut up take me at 3am, when you have taken a months doses in a couple days, well going on 4 today. PLEASE heed my warning, Stay away, your better off on crack, this sh*t is NASTY. wish me luck
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