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Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 4, 2011, at 17:51:07
Three are some people in my family that hate me, send me horrible messages and keep harasment up. I don't know what to do because I love these people but I can't keep taking these hate messages from them. They have exscluded me from all family outings.
I hate talking about the same over and over again, sounding like im crying wolf but really im in so much agony every. I sit and try to cry but the Prozac doesnt let me do it. I usally have to drink alot of alcohol to get some tears going, but alcohol puts me in such a state of mind that I feel everything is horrible, and feel suicidal. See I went to the hospital to get better, they took me off the prozac because I told them I was hearing voices that sounded like demons and they thought the prozac was making it worse and they put me on Geodon the highest dose. And that made me worse, I was just zonked out and couldnt think. I don't have a doctor anymore that will prescibe me benzo's during hard times, she clearly thinks that benzo's, stimulants, and alchohol caused me to half retarted. She's is not sympathetic either and I am just screwed down to hell because I can't see another doctor because my mother thinks she's the best, and won't go other doctors.
Will I ever see the light??? no ... its only for happy people who live in heaven.
Posted by Phillipa on January 4, 2011, at 20:41:10
In reply to I need some advice, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 4, 2011, at 17:51:07
I'm truly sorry RJ :( Phillipa
Posted by Maxime on January 4, 2011, at 23:23:56
In reply to I need some advice, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 4, 2011, at 17:51:07
> Three are some people in my family that hate me, send me horrible messages and keep harasment up. I don't know what to do because I love these people but I can't keep taking these hate messages from them. They have exscluded me from all family outings.
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>Hi Rj, sorry to hear you are having such a rough time. How do these people send you messages and how do they harrass you?
Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 4, 2011, at 23:51:11
In reply to Re: I need some advice » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Maxime on January 4, 2011, at 23:23:56
Well, I can't say who exactly it is but this person watches me on facebook and just send mean messages saying im nothing, im a drug addict, that im an embarassment to their family. You know, some of that may be true but I can't help my difficulties, its like they try to find whats wrong and where my weaknessness are and then attack me and then other people things that didnt take place, or maybe exagerated, saying I stole things that I never knew existed. I took Adderall out of some of someone's house a long time ago, and that stuck with me, and they think now that I took all these other valuable items that I never knew where there, I got blamed and kicked around like some scapegoat. All I want really is to rest in peace, [no not die...] but I have a brother who is very successful in his work, he's on tv, and when I see his success, I look at what a failiure I am and how I never made it, or I ran away from him because I didnt know what to do. All of this, see he's so successful but everytime I think of him, I want to ... basically die because I know that I had a chance and a I blew it. I want to die alot of times when I think about my brother, me and him used to hang out every day and now look at me...im nothing. All I can do is what I can do, I can't change into the person I want or the person I admire which is my brother, he has the perfect lawfirm.
I can make a will do something but I just feel so helpless beccase I was taken off all the meds that worked and got put on sh*tty ones that don't do anything. I can't blame my doctor for doing this, its just what happened, he said you need to go rehab and from there life went down hill.
Really .... i don't want to be here, I really rather not be living but I have to live and i resent it.
That's all. Thanks for your post
01/04/2011
Matt
Posted by Maxime on January 5, 2011, at 7:29:27
In reply to Re: I need some advice - Maxime, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 4, 2011, at 23:51:11
You can block people on Facebook. You should do that. Why you should you put up with mean messages?
Hang in there RJ
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