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Posted by corafree on January 30, 2007, at 6:20:55
Pls forgive me not following up some threads here and med board too.
I'm going through a real rough time and having a hard time sitting here to do this right now.
I want anyone to know I would not deliberately ignore them.
tu4understanding, cf
Posted by Phillipa on January 30, 2007, at 10:25:37
In reply to Corafree, posted by corafree on January 30, 2007, at 6:20:55
Feel better corafree. Love Phillipa
Posted by happykat on January 30, 2007, at 18:30:33
In reply to Corafree, posted by corafree on January 30, 2007, at 6:20:55
Posted by corafree on January 30, 2007, at 20:26:25
In reply to Re: Corafree » corafree, posted by Phillipa on January 30, 2007, at 10:25:37
Something's happening as I'm cleaning my house like I'm going away. No one doctor cares enough about me or one friend or family cares enough about me to help me.
It feels like I'm going to have another one.
After last one I can't wrap a rubber band around my hair anymore or around someone elses hair. What part of brain might have been injured that made this happen? Also I was an excellent medical transcriptionist and now I freeze up when I come to words. Too much sound, movement. Something was damaged. Didn't get the medicine (Valium) in me quick enough.
Too 'don't give a sh*t if nobody else gives a sh*t' to goodle it anymore. So many misnomers(I know that's wrong!), at least about the way it happened to me.
I'm not lovable it feels. Or maybe people want me to die and quit bothering them or have my life. Really. No. I know their ignorant. But, I'm angered that they would think I'd 'pretend' to be this ill. I'm afraid they might be sorry they thought I was pretending.
cf
Posted by Phillipa on January 30, 2007, at 22:14:36
In reply to Re: Corafree, posted by corafree on January 30, 2007, at 20:26:25
Corafree I think you need to call your pdoc or you crisis line and tell them what you're feeling. What do you say? Good idea? Love Phillipa
Posted by corafree on January 31, 2007, at 6:32:12
In reply to Re: Corafree » corafree, posted by Phillipa on January 30, 2007, at 10:25:37
I'm just worsening by the hour. I've become bitter. My sadness is turning into anger.
cf
Posted by corafree on January 31, 2007, at 6:45:47
In reply to Re *Trigger* Corafree » corafree, posted by Phillipa on January 30, 2007, at 22:14:36
I did and they said there are only two people there (for the entire county) and they can't talk to me anymore, too busy. I called her a selfish bi*ch and hung up on her. I said the county s&cks! I can't believe what's happening to me. I'm growing very mean. Feeling mean and angry.
cf
Posted by gardenergirl on January 31, 2007, at 15:23:01
In reply to Re: Re *Trigger* Corafree, posted by corafree on January 31, 2007, at 6:45:47
Corafree,
I can relate on perhaps a smaller scale. I've been feeling highly irritable, angry for no reason, and mean recently. It's upsetting when there's no identifiable object for the anger. And I'm sure it's upsetting when you feel you're getting steadily worse and others aren't helpful.Can you do something physical, yet safe, to get out some of that energy? I know these can sound silly, but beat a pillow? Throw something safe at the wall (stuffed animal or something)? Throw ice in the shower? Pound chicken breasts into cutlets (or into "lacy chicken" if you get into it too much, lol). A walk? Exercise? Clean? Even if it's not particularly enjoyable as a task, if you can work out some of that anger energy, maybe it can help?
And then self-soothing. Sit quietly and focus inward on your breath. Take a bath. Make some tea or cocoa or soup. Massage some lotion into your hands and feet. Watch a funny movie or tv show.
Wish I could do more. Sending you peace and love...
Namasté
gg
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