Posted by JohnL on July 14, 1999, at 5:03:11
In reply to Re: Judy, posted by JohnL on July 11, 1999, at 6:00:26
> I've been teased. Robbed like a thief in the night. Back into the colorless drab world. The word JOY has once again been mysteriously removed from every dictionary. Sure been down this road before. What a cruel tease, to feel the joy of normalness, only to have it stolen away abruptly without warning. Oh well. It's only the second week of treatment. I hope my momentary relief was a sign of better things to come, and not just another cruel joke. I feel like the devils are using me as a puppet, teasing and playing and laughing hysterically at my helpless grief. This cycle has been a repeating nightmare no matter what AD I try. They work for a day or two, and then that's it. All done. I tell myself, "Hang in there", for the umpteenth time. Hohhhh boy, here we go again. I could care less about trees or toothbrushes, but I'ld give a million dollars to have them back. JohnL.
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