Posted by Noa on January 9, 2000, at 18:02:03
Did my weekend recluse thing again. Actually, I did get out to a friend's house last night, but spent all day yesterday and all day today in my apt. I, as usual, had hoped I would get some stuff done to prepare for the week (like wash some clothes, pay some bills, etc.) or planning something fun to do, get out and get a change of scenery, but have spent the entire time doing crossword puzzles, online and in some of the newspapers piled up in my living room. And, of course, checking in here at babble.
I am disappointed at myself, feeling overwhelmed and discouraged about ever getting out of this mess (literally). I had this idea that now that I am not so depressed, I would start to get my life more organized.
But I am not as depressed as I have gotten at times by staying in. I am in touch with knowing my mood will be better once I get busy.
I guess my meds are working.
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thread:18487
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