Posted by shar on May 30, 2000, at 20:26:10
I believe I am in a panic right now. I feel as though I've just been scared and had a huge adrenaline surge, and now have wobbly legs, shaking hands, hard to breathe, heart beating fast, tight chest, not steady on my feet.
Panic is usually not one of my issues. Although, I''m no stranger to anxiety.
Any words of wisdom anyone?
I am going to be "released" at my job because I do not work fast enough (I coordinate training for businesses). Tomorrow is my last day. I don't know whether to resign (which I can) or let them fire me and try to collect unemployment. Shew!!! I am one scared, terrified person.
It's partly $$, and partly insurance, and partly security, and also self-esteem. They even have me convinced I'm not worthy. Never been "terminated" before.
What a drag. I know this will pass, and I know it won't be real easy, and I don't want to go through it, and here I go.
Onward through the fog. One wobbly step at a time.
Any words of wisdom anyone?
Shar
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