Posted by Rick E. on July 3, 2000, at 13:03:26
In reply to Re: Rick E, How come?, posted by kerry B on July 2, 2000, at 4:29:55
> Hi Rick,
> Thanks for your message! You certainly have enough at the moment to keep you occupied!
> Glad to hear you're stabilizing now, nothing worse than feeling lousy again. I have tried numerous times to slow down or cut off my meds but it never worked out like I thought it would.
> Be good if it did though.
> My meds are haywire at the moment. One person says to increase and the other says no. I don't know I can't keep up!
> I totally lost it last night. Went hysterical and phobic ect, won't go into it, actually posted Abby about it but she is going away for a while so she may not read it. My hub was advised to have me taken off by the police and sanctioned but he didn't, luckily as I had to work today. Got there somehow, got home somehow. Very disorienatated.
> The workaholic syndrome used to be a blessing for me but the last few weeks, I'm not so sure. I am actually useless there but they don't say anything as they are friends of mine that I work for, now that is a blessing!
> Have you moved yet? Today is Saturday for you isn't it? It is Sunday for me here, actually I am in Australia. I think I had a few people wondering. Now you have to unpack everything. I don't know which is better, the former or the latter?
> Well, better go and let you get your stuff done. Have a good time back at work. Hope you didn't hurt yourself too badly!
> Bye for now
> Kerry.
> P.S I will let you know how it goes tomorrow with the health team, hopefully some progress will be made. Bye!!!!!!!Kerry,
Sounds like you have been having the same kind of month as me...I really thought that I would be able to get off these meds quick and feel better...HAHAHA what a joke. I had one of my worst panic attacks saturday while I was moving, and had to go lay down for about an hour while everyone else was helping...I felt so useless, and then I hated making excuses because even though people are generally nice, they don't understand what this feels like.
I started upping my paxil to 20mg today, and already feel SOOO much better, was even able to go to wal mart to refill my remeron, which I am also going to start back up on. When I look back, it seems that when I was on both paxil and remeron, I felt my best...working everyday, feeling almost normal...and that's when I wanted to quit taking everything...I thought I was cured, and now I realize that the meds were just finally working! Guess that's why I don't have a PhD HaHa!
Well, like myself, I hope you get your meds in order too...and start feeling better soon...looking forward to hearing some good news from you. Please keep me informed.
Rick E.
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