Posted by Doo on March 11, 2001, at 18:41:21
In reply to Maybe u can help me?, posted by Doo on March 10, 2001, at 18:29:43
Thank you all for your feedback and infos! I did not find anything about zyprexa and dyskinesia on the babble. Only a brain shrinkage thing! I'll see my doc in 2 weeks I'll discuus with her about the options I have, since my actual meds don't seem to keep me from having self-destructive thoughts.
Willow, about the dying thing to releave the distress, it's partially true, but there is a more terrifying thing about all this. I usually never talk about it cause I don't think it's the kind of things poeple need to hear (or read) about. When I did my psychosis, I was not anxious or in pain. I was only with the kind of consciousness of all the unconscious impulses that lead my to act or think in any way. And all became so absurd. It's the kind of experience that I don't wish to anyone because it's very hard to get out of it. It's been a couple of years now and the fear of living that thing again is still very strong in me. Just talking about it makes me feel so bad. I'm carrying a big big bag of fear and suffering, and I hope to find a way to get my life back.
Oh btw, I read some stuff about "SAFE" therapy, seemed interesting, if ne1 has more info about it, it would be appreciated.
Take care,
Doo.
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