Posted by v on April 13, 2001, at 13:13:04
i've been with psycho-babble for some time now, although i also disappear for long stretches... so i've been out of touch
i went off my meds about 8 mos ago (effexor, buspar, ritalin) because i still felt lousy but things became SO MUCH worse i recently went back on... but...
has there beenn anything new on the horizon on the past year or so that i could consider? my biggest fear is weight gain as i have eating disorders... that side effect is one that is NOT TOLERABLE...
i've never been so fat... or so miserable... i hide in the house and can't or won't let myself live... i've had to get drunk to even write this... i'm not good at asking for help....
i'm desperate... and very scared as i don't see any way out... today is the first really hot day of the many to come and i'm having to face being 40lbs overweight and sluggish... that may sound trite but believe me when i say my weight is my ticket out of the house.. i've always been athletic and know i need to start back but just can't seem to initiate anything... i'm frozen!!!
please help
thanks
v
poster:v
thread:59697
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