Posted by kara lynne on January 9, 2003, at 0:59:33
In reply to Re: This is a sucky lifetime for me. » kara lynne, posted by Pfinstegg on January 9, 2003, at 0:12:03
Thank you so much for your kind response. Yes, I am treatment resistant and have tried most meds, and have tried for a long time. I will be trying a couple of more things in the next couple of months. It just gets so exhausting after a while, and hard not to feel hopeless, feeling that deep ache, alone late at night. You're suggestions are good ones, even though I always thought I would bear my own child, and the idea of giving that up feels like such a profound loss. But if I don't make it out of this depression and my current life circumstances until that's just not a possibility anymore, I guess I would consider other alternatives. Of course in this state nothing seems possible, so yes, that is what I have to keep fighting right now. Thank you for responding, I know this was the wrong board to bring up the childbearing issue, but it was so nice to hear from you.
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