Posted by Alara on March 13, 2003, at 2:04:30
Cipramil and Xanax were working great. Then my doctor asked me to wean off my 1.25mg of Xanax while I was working 11 hour stressful days..WAs also continuing to lay low on the alcohol (only 3-4 std drinks a night) Came home for weeks with a burning stomach and a head which felt like a vice was attached. The stress built up. Boyfriend (or ex-boyfriend) came over on the weekend and gave me hydro pot. Gave me a much needed break from my feelings. Meanwhile I restarted Nordette and have plunged into a deep depression. I was crying at work today and they have pulled work away from me because all of a sudden I can't cope. Once upon a time I was a capable person. Now I'm just a loser.
Drowning my sorrows in a bottle of Baileys with beer for backup tonight. I'd rather go to work with a hangover than to spend another night feeling like the world's most pathetic person.
Just when everything seems to be going OK, life deals a couple of blows and you end up back where you started.
thank god I'm drunk!
poster:Alara
thread:208654
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