Posted by katia on December 6, 2003, at 0:20:58
In reply to Hi from Barbara » katia, posted by BarbaraCat on December 5, 2003, at 16:05:37
Dearest Barb,
I'm sorry to hear you're having such a hard time. And I'm glad you reached out to us. I was really wondering what happened to you. you know the Indians (from India) say that grief brings you right up front and closer to "God"; whatever that is for you. Sometimes it is a very hard, but a healing thing to be present for - cleansing. I hope this is how it turns out for you and you come out of it refreshed and new in a way. The holidays AND this time of the year are so hard as it is for me, that I can't imagine a double whammy with the first year anniversary of your mother's death. Hope your hubby comes back soon to comfort you. Hope you have some friends near by as well. At least you have your little teegers - all nine of them?I was also wondering how you're doing with the no drinking. For me it lasted five weeks, then I fell. I've half assed re-committed myself, even went to a Life Ring meeting tonight; but I don't feel the committment like before especially come x-mas.
I'm thinking about you Barbara -
Many blessings to you.
Katia
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