Posted by zenhussy on December 30, 2003, at 0:31:04
In reply to Lamictal and Anger? - Cancer of my consciousness, posted by stavros on December 30, 2003, at 0:07:21
Lamictal isn't making me angry but is causing me to become stupid. Major cognition problems and coordination things going on. I've spent six weeks just getting to 37.5 mg. The pdoc thinks due to the trauma I experienced earlier that my brain development was changed and that I might be one of those weird super sensitive medication people.
Ten years. Yeah. It sucks. It really sucks.
>>One of the differences that I see between myself and others that post is that most of you have relationships or families. Normalcy outstide of the horrid effects that you all suffer from. Dating/ havning my own family seems like an impossibility to me and a huge block to my wellness.
Whoa there bub! I can guarantee you that most of us that post here do NOT have families of our own or relatives nearby. Plus read the social board. It waffles between a lonely hearts club and a dating service. So that alone shows that not all of us have the spouse, picket fence, 2.7 children, three car garage, etc.
Mental illness twists things ever so.
>>I don't even have a real issue...
Sure you do. You are dealing with the flavour of the month dx of BPII and GAD. Those are real issues. Those are disorders that are biochemical in nature. So please don't beat yourself up for not having any real issues. You do have issues and they are very valid.Rant away. Have you looked on the psychological board about therapy types? I know there are some links in threads explaining different types of modalities.
You are most certainly not alone in how you feel.
Take care and I hope the rest does you some good.
Kindly,
zenhussy
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