Posted by Ilene on February 20, 2004, at 7:28:00
In reply to Marplan Diary, posted by Ilene on February 19, 2004, at 8:52:49
This is my one-week anniversary and my last day at 20 mg. Tomorrow I will go up to 30 mg.
Yesterday was pretty sucky. I did a few things around the house and went to yoga. I have to take Klonopin before I go to yoga. I'm doing yoga because it's supposed to be good for me. I used to get a bit of a boost from it, but no longer. I'm getting over my self-conciousness in class, though.
My son's school counselor was in the yoga class! I've been trying to get ahold of this woman for *three weeks* because the schools to which my son is applying haven't gotten the information they need. She seemed irritated that I considered this a problem. "It's not brain surgery," she said.
The yoga instructor says she has problems with word-finding because she takes ADs. She must be one of the success stories that has no need for Babble. Life is so unfair.
I've noticed I wake up feeling bad, gradually feel better by midday, then by mid-afternoon I'm going down again.
I still have plenty of suicidal ideation. My internal pain hardly ever goes away.
I.
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