Posted by jerrympls on September 22, 2004, at 17:52:10
In reply to Re: Thanks all - I'm done. » jerrympls, posted by SLS on September 21, 2004, at 1:28:26
Anhedonia - UGH!!!!!
I have all this time off from work and besides seeing my therapist 2x weekly I'm not doing much of anything. Those of you who have anhedonia know that I'm not making excuses here- but I just don't want to do anything - I have no desire to read, listen to music, do laundry, walk, etc.. My apartment is a wreck - however I managed to clean one corner. But it was emotionally and physically painful.
Now I'm starting to feel worried that when I go back to work in 2-3 weeks weeks I won't have resovled my anger/validation issues as far as work is concerned and this medical leave will be for nothing (yes I have brought this up with my therapist). I'm also afriad that I'll fall back into the "unhealthy" patterns of taking things too personally, getting angry at my boss - even tho I know I can't change her, etc.
Any words of wisdom?
Thanks!
Jerry
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