Posted by mmcconathy on March 22, 2005, at 14:47:48
I took it about 45 min ago, 40mg.
When i am like this i dont feel i need to show anger, well expressions. They are suppressed, i am just sitting here with a "plain" stare, i dont like it.
I feel stable, but i dont like being "blocked out". Its a very complicated to explain.
I want to apologize for my stupid behavior on these posts, i try to get out my anger, well frustration, and frankly people dont want to hear it.
Anyways, i researched some, i read that psychostimulants cause dopamine "resting" synapses, dopamine is released at first then settled. This slowing makes all my emotions, everything slow down, moving, talking, everything.
I have taken high doses, 60mg they produce less apathy, more attetnion, but horrible side effects, INSOMNIA! emotional instability for no reason, not rational.
Do you mind telling me what you think
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