Posted by tenarc on September 12, 2005, at 1:17:57
In reply to opiates, my cure for depression, posted by tenarc on February 19, 2005, at 22:32:01
I'm giving you all an update on my method of using hydrocodone for fighting my depression. I've been on this stuff for about 7 months now and am now going back to college, getting A's, and sleeping wonderful at night. Yes there is a tolerence problem and I have to go cold turky for about 5 days before I begine again, about twice a month I do this. It is aweful and I want to die but I know after 5 days how blissful it will be when i take them again. I take about 10 caps of 10/325 norcos and about 3 at once when i go to bed for a long hard dreamy night of sleep. i hope im not destroying my liver, sometimes i get pain in my uper right abdominal where the liver is ;(.. but if I knew one day i could no longer get anymore norcos because of bush's war on drugs, i would litteraly kill myself. not worth living without feeling sedated and good, not for me... when I detox sometimes I go the full week to be completely back to normal, I just cant believe how much of a reality shift it is, in that i cant even remember what its like to be on hydrocodone and how awful everything is now. maybe someday i can find a heroin dealer, its probably cheaper than spending $400+ a month on pills. so thats my two cents worth, and i pray to the potential of internet pharmacies to continue sending them to me with no records.. although i do have other legitmit pain in my joints and tendonitis which OTC doesn't help. bah im a wreck
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