Posted by cache-monkey on November 12, 2005, at 0:58:09
In reply to Still here ... barely, posted by Maxime on November 7, 2005, at 14:52:27
> I feel like I am dying. Or maybe that is just wishful thinking. But I think soon I will be dead and that will be for the best ... for everyone.
>
> Peace,
> MaximeMaxime,
I've just come back out of "lurking" status and started posting again here. But even while I was lurking, I would check in for posts from you from time to time. The thing is, I don't even know you, but I feel deep empathy for you. Although, I admit that what I have been going through isn't probably a drop in the bucket compared to what you've faced.
Knowing your situation and how you keep on persevering really tells me how strong you have been. Your sheer force of will keeps you "still here", and I believe it continue to do so for some time.
It's hard to keep sight of hope when nothing you've tried seems to work, but I believe that there is hope for you. I don't know what your med situation is right now, but there just have to be more possibilities to explore.
I'm also wondering whether there are support groups or anything along those lines in Montreal that you might be able to attend. Having a positive personal connection could be a bit of a bolster.
In any case, you're in my thoughts,
cache-monkey
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