Posted by CEK on June 16, 2006, at 8:22:15
In reply to Re: In-laws dont' believe I'm sick, How do you han » CEK, posted by B2chica on June 15, 2006, at 16:12:24
Thank you for all your kind words. I can see by your post that you completely understood what was going on in my head. My sister who works there also over heard her talking about me and she was told by other women at work about what was being said. Sad to say that the one time in my sisters life, she didn't say anything to my MIL. She is my big sister and has always been very protective of me and many a time has chewed a person out or threatened ugly things to them when they have hurt me. I think this time she didn't say anything to make sure she didn't start an arguement and lose her job, so I'm not upset with her over this. This had gone on last week and my sister had told my mother about it while my 11 year old girl was in the car with them. They told my girl not to tell me and they all agreed not to say anything to me about it so it wouldn't upset me and make my condition any worse. My 6 year old boy was the one who started telling me yesterday about what his uncle was saying about me and then my girl said she had to tell me something and told me about my MIL. She said she was sorry, but she hated to keep things from me. I then called my mom and confirmed the story. It was only God that kept my mom from confronting my MIL. She was so made about it. I do have some very good loyal friends at work that when the story gets to them, I'm sure they will defend me. It's just hard when you work at a factory with over 600 people working there. It's all about gossip. 98% of the people there talk about each other and stir up alot of trouble. There's alot of sleeping around with peoples husbands there too. It's completely immoral, the whole place. I do have a pdoc that I see regularly for my meds and use to go to a psychiatrist weekly until it got to where I couldn't afford it anymore. It has been a long trial of many different meds and side effects trying to find the right one to help me to get back to be able to function. So far, not so good. I'm working with a credit counciling company to help me with all the bills right now. The hospitals wouldn't help because it looks like my husband makes too much money to qualify for any assistance. They don't look at the whole picture as to what you owe and having to see a doctor and the cost you pay in meds. We're trying to sell our Tahoe to help pay off some of the bills which we hate to have to do, but there is no other choice. I've just been trying to hold my head up out of the water before I drown. I love the mini cannon idea. It made me laugh. But I've decided to try to keep the peace and try to forget about it and concentrate on getting better. I took two Klonpin and went to sleep after I posted yesterday so I could calm down. Then after going to bed and getting up this morning, I'm even more calmed down about it. I'm going to try to stay focused on getting better and try not to let anyone else keep me from that. My family is counting on me. Thank you for your post. It did make me feel better. Love, Cara
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