Posted by chiron on February 27, 2007, at 18:13:20
In reply to Re: Am I The Only Messed Up Person Here Hiding In » bassman, posted by Bob on February 27, 2007, at 17:11:56
I also relate to the "weather thing." It makes me feel more disconnected & down - even if I'm out and with other people.
I would like to put a claim in for the most messed up. I'm pretty good at putting on a show for normal, but all the while in a black hole of misery.
I found this poem yesterday that I wrote from 92:
Sometimes I think I'll be okay,
I can make it go away.
And then I fail & fall again,
Realizing it may never end.
I think back & remember years,
When great pain bled my tears.
The grand desire & wish to die.
The hope that I will one day fly.
I plea with god at most every moment,
That he will please relieve my torment.
Time has passed, & I'm still here.
Is my time to fly somewhere near?
I thought I'd be off & gone.
This suffering sure has been long.And that was 15 years ago.
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