Posted by Deniseuk190466 on April 24, 2007, at 6:23:01
In reply to depression and work, posted by jenny80 on April 23, 2007, at 17:03:09
God, it is so nice (not nice for you though) to see other people in the same boat.
I spent the years between 2001 to 2003 feeling like that pretty much every day and then when the Seroxat started to work in 2003 I had two good years where I actually enjoyed work again. Then 2005 the seroxat stopped working and every day it is such an effort getting out of bed and forcing myself to do a job and act interested or like I really care. It makes me feel like such a fake and yet deep down I'm an honest person so I hate pretending all the time.
It does give me a sense of jubilation though knowing that I've managed to make it through another day. I just wish my life didn't feel like it was something just to get through, it's horrible.
Denise
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