Posted by your#1fan on March 12, 2008, at 22:22:45
In reply to Re: Im just really distaught, i cant be treated medica, posted by polarbear206 on March 12, 2008, at 21:01:16
Alright, hey how's it going? everything ok...
Alright the main root of my problems is that i do not how take care of problems, i have had some years hell, and i intent to have more years of havoc, until i learn to cope with problems.....everything, school, getting on the right career, socializing, and stuff.
Mother dearest is screaming in the background, do you know know how much stress i undure? and people think im really just acting it, my mom right now is going crazy. Wish i was on Island right now..... dont you?
The cycle im in right now is controlled, uncontrolled, and crazy, i have trouble with motivation, and much things. But i have enough motivation to respond to people that i blog to.
I do have mood swings, but lets get to the bottom line..... i have a bad life. Thats a fact.... and i have to live with it. Champane? Cheers?
But i do care what others think of me. And it BOTHERS ME!
im not a fan of myself because some people have beat me down, online and in real life. And im not a VICTEM at all! it just seems to happen to me all the time.
Ok? will smile now for me? :) seriously lets all smile and forget all problems for a while....
your#1fan
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