Posted by your#1fan on March 12, 2008, at 22:49:15
In reply to Re: Im just really distaught, i cant be treated medica » your#1fan, posted by maxime on March 12, 2008, at 14:17:04
alright, i hope you are doing good.
<<<<<<<<you have to lose the "woe is me" attitude>>>>>>>>>
Woe? you mean like one of those people on the steet? i am not sreet stuff! no no no way. I am actually more sheltered than i thought, and now its time to get into the real world of havoc and worry.
Maxi, i know people have defeinrly taken there time out of there there's, im not saying i need some extra help from others, but if you ever see me on typical day? lets face it, im either talking up a storm, losing something, in the counselors office. Im not playing a Victem at all, all bad crap seems to always happen to me, i have a bad way on coping with stuff.
I have hypomanic teers sometimes, and both not paying attention to what is being said, and then really getting mad at my ownself for not doing it.
You have got to know that go through nervous, nervous, and plus i dont know how to deal with reality at times. I want to just commit myself, suicite myself, but i cant, i have keep on going.
Why can't i be a stable as some people on this board?
im sorry i have to go..... i gotta respond to others or the'll wont respond again. Stress. I feel im in the "pit", or maybe its just everyone has a frustrated opinion about me. I dont know... who knows, maybe tommorow everything will be better. I luve living in this life, its really because i was raised because i was not trained correctly how to deal with life. And plus communicating properly with people.
But thanks for your response.
your#1fan
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