Posted by GarbageMan on December 18, 2008, at 4:04:28
In reply to Re: A few Cyprenil (liquid selegiline citrate) ?s, posted by alucard on May 6, 2008, at 17:22:37
I can tell you from first hand experience that I prefer liquid selegiline citrate over any of the alternative forms. Over a period of four years I've taken HCL, EMSAM and Zelepar(sublingual tabs that dissolve under your mouth). EMSAM is far too potent for me and actually makes me feel rather tired. Zelepar is very nice but given that LSC exists, it's neither worth the expense nor the hassle to achieve the product from a doctor. HCL works great as well but is mild in terms of positive effects by comparison.
I'm currently taking Cyprenil and I love this tonic so if you're tossed between which tonic to go with, Cyprenil is 'good enough'. Within thirty minutes(often much quicker)of placing LSC under my tongue, I feel rather invigorated. There is a very pleasing and mild euphoria that takes over. My thoughts become much clearer and calculating. I feel energized to take on intellectual tasks: reading and writing in particular. This is somewhat hilarious given that I deliver garbage for a living.
I'll often sit at my kitchen table and write short stories about my past life for hours on end after work. Why? For who? I'm not sure really. I don't plan on publishing them. It simply relaxes me to put words onto paper now. Who would want to read about a garbage man anyways?
It's all rather amusing b/c my wife will stand there looking at me from afar, frustrated, wondering why I'm not watching the usual sitcoms with her like I used to.
Frankly I'm not in the least bit bothered by the fact that she's upset with me b/c I'm completely absorbed in my own thoughts. Verbal fluidity is markedly pronounced as words seem to flow from my mouth like a knife slicing through butter. (I laugh at my usage of these phrases such as markedly pronounced and verbal fluidity and even my lame attempt at a simile haahahha)
If you knew me, you would be laughing with me. Like I said, I'm a garbage man and I'm certainly not the type of person that says 'markedly pronounced' or that says 'certainly' for that matter or 'for that matter'.
I'm not an intellectual at all. I've read very little in my life. If weren't first selegiline, I probably wouldn't even know who the current President of the United States is. I never even bothered to make it through college. Although I had always told myself that I should read and study but I never quite seemed to gather the mental energy required to do so.
Writer??? HAH!! The notion of me writing at the kitchen table in my garbage covered overalls is seemingly ridiculous. Yet upon taking a single drop of LSC, I feel compelled to express my thoughts for hours at a time. I've written over forty short stories since taking selegiline which I've been on and off of for four years now. I suppose I've always wanted to write but, akin to reading, the mental energy to do so was never quite there.
Perhaps you're wondering how a lowly garbage man such as myself even came across an exotic drug like selegiline. That's a fairly long story but about four years ago, I was having sexually related issues and finally gathered the nerve to see a doctor about them. After a few sessions he prescribed selegiline HCL 2.5mg bid.
Which brings me to perhaps the most significant aspect of selegiline. After approx an hour or so a taking LSC, I notice a pronounced increase in my libido. Everything in the sexual arena seemed to be intensify; even my ability to fantasize.
At present, when I bother to break myself away from my intellectual pursuits and tend to my wife's sexual needs, my wife has never been more pleased. Our sex life has never been better. I actually feel like a man again. Not a garbage man.
But there is yet one more seemingly miraculous result that I've received from this tonic. It seems to build muscle. Which make me wonder, is this stuff going to increase the size of my endowment as well??
I'm nothing close to a body builder(5'11 and 175 lbs as of six months ago). I've recently started to experiment with lifting weights. Not sure why? I just felt the need to workout similar to how I felt the need to write.
I've noticed rapid increases in strength. Normally I would only be able to bench press 160 lbs at maximum exertion--and that was ten years ago. However, after a few days of taking LSC, I was able to bench 215 lbs with ease. I can now bench 345 lbs after six months of regular working out. I can't believe it? Even my wife has been commenting on my physique and has been wondering where the hell my abdominals are coming from? She keeps remarking, "Are you sure you're not taking steroids?". I'm actually starting to look like I might be.
I've also been measuring my body fat for about six months as a means of documenting physical proof of what I'm experiencing. My body fat has gone from from 15% to 8%. After a month it was down to 13%. After two months down to 10%. After six months, 8% and it seems to have stabilized there.
Perhaps you're thinking this is simply from not eating as much--which is true, there is a degree of appetite suppression from LSC--however I'm fifteen pounds heavier. As of this morning, I way 190 lbs with 8% body fat. That's more than 15 lbs of muscle in six months. How is that possible when most of my exercise is composed of cardio while I only spend about 20 minutes, 3 times a week, lifting weights. I definitely don't have good genetics either. I mean I've never 'really' lifted anything but garbage cans before. Now I'm in the gym every day.
So i ask this question as a lowly garbage man who knows nothing about biochemistry except what he can scrape up from the Internet, "Is there some sort of direct correlation between dopamine and testosterone?" B/c I honestly feel like I'm sixteen again after four years of taking this stuff.
Much of the effect which I've been describing is the only reason I've ever even stopped. I seem to become a completely different person both physically and mentally. For example, I'm not the type of person that would ever share his thoughts communally like this in an open forum for others to read. Yet for some reason I feel very little inhibition. Almost none in fact. Fear seems to have subsided from my life. Is that good or bad? It hasn't gotten me into any trouble so I don't see it as a particularly negative thing. But how is that possible? I mean how is it that more people don't know about selegiline or am I just a freak case? If it really does what I'm claiming, you would think it would be fairly widespread. Right? Well that's my story. A bit long winded but you can't go wrong with the liquid stuff.
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