Posted by sam K on January 5, 2009, at 23:42:42
In reply to just venting a bit (is that ok?), posted by sam K on January 5, 2009, at 20:58:16
> cant stop thinking about dying. My teeth hurt like a bitch all day, theres no escape. I feel like theres no solution. Except getng off lexapro and what else can I try, Ive tried all the meds it feels like. I feel like a failure. I think about dying then I picture myself dead and my best friend seeing it or my mom. So sad.. Theyd be sad then and Id burden them. which isnt fair.
> "i feel like i can never get it right" theres always some problem in my life that eats me away to the bone. Sometimes I feel fu**ed either way in life. I feel like Im in some cycle that Im not aware of yet.
> Sometimes I wish there was a clinic where you could go and they could just kill you. (Im sorry if that offends anyone)
> Im such a wuss about getting fat too, just give up sam looks wont last why care about them 24/7. Blah I want to learn something about myself now so I can take the next step. What the hell man just give me life already. Gosh man Im a mess tonight
> ^^^ just some jibber jabber
> ah i feel somewhat better, not for long tho ;)hey sorry about using the b word. I didnt even catch that
poster:sam K
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