Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2010, at 21:47:22
mental hospital. No people do not talk about this, this is not serious. I'm just so sick and tired of being underdiagnosed and not treated. I will tell you whats going on right now. I'm seeing an addiction specialist, but she will not treat me and she doubts everything I say to her, everything I say she argues and gets mad thinking im paranoid about being dianosed with something to get a certain drug for it. She won't treat me! and the thing that sucks about this is my mother loves her because she hates medication just like my mother does. We have 2 idiots in the picture now, one that argues with me and says you don't have ADD neither depression, you just a patient that worries to much and doesnt need to be treated. I'm so f*ck*ng sick of this doctor, she get's mad at me for no reason and then argues with me about everything I say. This is not a doctor, this is more like a prosectuting attorney against a patient. Now, If i carry a gun into a mental hospital will they commit me?? Listen I know this sounds, look i've had so many times in the past where I've done things for attention and this time its not. Please take me serious. This doctor won't treat me, argues argues argues and is pissed off 24/7. She's not a good doctor. I need to be commited and get off this sh*t she has me on.
What do I do to be commited? I mean do I just walk in and say i've been thinking about death and this gun ... has been on my mind. Which actually death doesnt really sound that bad, i've wanted death to come after I was pulled off my amphetamines but this idiot doctor won't even treat me because of substance abuse, and she's says its too risky to try other meds, I know!! its riduclous but she will argue exactly like a prosecuting defense attorney against me in her sessions. My mother loves and doesnt plan on changing, and if I do get a new doctor on my own she will interfere and cause more destruction in me trying to get help. The ONLY way OUT of this is to be commited. I hate life, and I want to be dead but I'm only living by faith of Jesus Christ to stay alive.
Tell me what I should tell them because if they don't commit me and my mother get's the bill she will get mad at me.
I mean could I just tell them I've been thinking about death, and this is my solution??? a gun?? will that qualify me to be locked up?
Here are my medications:
Buspar 15mg X 3 daily
Prozac 20mg X 3 daily
Zyprexa 10mg nightly
Intuniv 4mg morning
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