Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 24, 2010, at 23:23:42
In reply to Re: This is whats going on » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Phillipa on November 24, 2010, at 0:21:15
Phillipa,
You nailed it. I always seem to have these rantings at night. And i....i can't really help it but it's good to have self control with knowing that others are going to have to read this invalid info that I'm only feeling in the moment.
I have to apologize because this happens around 9:00-11:00 at night. It is a pattern. And thank you for pinpointing that out. See alot of this stuff, I think about the people that have to read this crap, but it's not crap to me, it's what im feeling but I feel like crap when I'm writing it.
You know ... I need to get a girlfriend and not think of all this crap that I say, because you know its so invalid. Let that be my goal to get a girl, not drugs, ugh! im so discusted with what i've done! all of this is a waste of time to read, and I can't stand it.
Thanks Phillipa, I've got something to think about.
Matt
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