Posted by B2chica on August 27, 2011, at 21:10:59
In reply to Re: i dont think i'll find my anwers here... » B2chica, posted by floatingbridge on August 26, 2011, at 21:32:24
i don't feel all that safe but i'm afraid that pdoc will just say its all in my head and not to worry, that nothing will happen. he'll probably be right, but i hate having my feelings discounted as thats how i grew up and i'm really sensitive to that.
ya i have concerns about gaba and xanax (written in bb post).
don't want to go there right now. it was bad last night. starting to repeat tonight but i'm going to watch a movie to help.i got my scripts but got 'attitude' AGAIN from the - - - - in his office. apparently im not even supposed to call his office anymore. i call pharmacy request new script and they fax him and he either agrees or not and faxes the pharmacy back.
so now i have even no contact at all!i just feel a little rejected. i know part is depression cuz i just feel like everyone wants little to NOTHING to do with me. avoid me, etc.
all i got was 90 gabapentin and 45 2mg xanaxenough.and it IS hard to tell whats my ptsd and whats biological. i haven't really learned that yet.
i gotta go now.
i gotta stop. i want more. i think the xanax just wants me to take more.
b2
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