Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 11, 2011, at 23:33:28
In reply to Re: Immunity to medications. » rjlockhart04-08, posted by Solstice on November 11, 2011, at 16:47:55
Hey soltice,
im still on a investigation on what is going on. I just don't know know what to put into google, i've tried "not working medications" "tolerance to medications" "medications not working after admin" I can't think of the correct phrase to desribe this ... its like I take them and then they are absorbed but they have no psychological effect at anymore. They did in the past...but its like my body became tolerant and moderated its functions to counteract the effects of the drugs. I really would love to take some amphetamines and see what happens.
I can't do anything until I can fully support myself on my own and have my own place and things are solid foundation. It doesnt look optimistic from this point BUT the DARS program is going to call me very soon about testing. Now this is what he told me. He could find a psychiatrist that would treat for ADHD. I just think I shouldnt do it because I need to get on my own feet on my own foundation of solid facts that I can handle myself without any assistance. It's going to be very hard, and I may need assistance from parents. I mean im 100% dependent on them. Every thing they pay for it. And I have develeoped some graditude for what I do have. Still 75% im not happy because all my friends have their lives and live on their own. Its going to be such a big leap to get out on my own. And then to have integrity to take medication correctly, not abuse or take any extra pills when im upset about something, usally i did this in the past with lorazepam and xanax which im not prescibed to anymore.
UUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH,...putting my hands through my hair and looking out the window thinking what im going to do to get out on my own.
Anyways, thanks soltice I'll keep you updated
with love,
Matt
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