Posted by b2chica on October 30, 2012, at 15:40:24
In reply to Re: med update... » b2chica, posted by phidippus on October 30, 2012, at 15:25:05
> Do you hate yourself?
hate is a soft word for what i feel.
> >to breathe easy after death comes, i want for peace of mind.
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> Do you really want to die? How do you know death will bring you peace?part of me wants the pain of death. the physical pain of such a horrible death would be much easier burden to carry than the invisible mind war i carry.
> >i've survived and fought this long, i will try to continue
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> You can survive even longer. I hope you continue to fight.
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> >when i can no longer fight off the lure of sweet death.
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> The lure you perceive is an illusion. You don't know what death is.true, but i know what its not.
> Please check yourself into an ER. I think you need to be safe now. Text your doctor and tell him that's what you're doing.
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> I'm here for you.
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> Ericare you really? or are those empty words said in haste and quickly typed to end a conversation and prompted by social norms.
if what you say is true....write me
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"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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